Showing posts with label Endings and Beginnings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Endings and Beginnings. Show all posts

Thursday, January 7, 2010

The Tragedy

Living in the Colorado Rocky Mountains is the next best thing to living in the Swiss Alps.


When I decided to leave smoggy crime-filled Southern California, the Alps were going to be my next home.


I had lived on both American coasts and had traveled to every state in the union. Then on April 6, 2001, around noon, my husband and I were in an horrific accident on the California 15 Freeway in the Mojave Desert. We were the innocent victims of 2 beat-up old trucks playing a sick game of road-tag-rage, and forced off the road. My husband fought valiantly in our forced swerve to keep us on the road and upright at the speed of 70+ mph, going downhill. The truck drivers had pulled alongside each other -blocking the 2 lane highway -and put on their brakes. My husband was a gentle man who would never hurt anyone on purpose; and if by accident, would suffer with guilt until he could put things straight. He died before we could be life-flighted to the closest medical center. I awoke almost a week later hooked up to IVs in an intensive care unit. My right wrist was crushed and held stable by a large metal external fixator swathed in bandages.
To my dismay and then sudden horror, I opened my eyes and looked into the concerned eyes of my older brother. The family member who would never take an airplane trip if he could drive somewhere. I realized that things -whatever those "things" were - had to be pret-ty bad to pry my brother out of Cleveland Ohio.



My husband and I owned a home in a beautiful neighborhood in CA, within a gated community. After his violent death, I no longer felt safe on the roads in Southern CA, even with a house alarm for added security measures.

Every screeching brake... every quiet 'thump' on the outside walls of my home at night set off my panic attacks.

I had always wanted to return to Switzerland after performing there years before.

After the tragedy, I decided to do just that.

"It took us a couple of days to get to you after the accident.....it would take us a week to get to you if you were in an accident in Europe. "
My siblings talked me out of it.

I began searching America for a substitute...with the best of both worlds.

That is how I came to live in the Colorado Rocky mountains.